I wrote this :
http://FUCKMS.CA/2018/03/21/A-TYPICAL-SICK-DAY-IN-THE-LIFE-OF-A-YOUTH-WORKER/
A year ago today.
My heart hurts
Looking around at my life
I still can’t quite accept that this is actually mine
Then I get mad at myself
Because that’s probably why I can’t move forward
I miss who I could have been
I miss who I should have been
I miss who I almost was…
It’s like grieving the person you were, the person you could and should have been at this point. It still gets to me thinking like that sometimes too. It hurts. x
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Exactly. I’m not sure there will ever be a time that thinking about that will not get me down 🧐
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Damn girl, this was so powerful! I felt the pain and sadness in every word, but also understood way to much ♡! The strength and determination, I think you often forget you have shines through in each letter and word you wrote ♡
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Thanks Alyssa xo
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You are more than welcome sweetie!
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