Dear David (from Gerstein Crisis Centre)
It’s taken me four days to finally be able to compose this letter.
Not because I didn’t care to but because I became too emotional whenever I thought about your kindness towards me during my short stay at Gerstein.
You were the first person during my ordeal who did not see someone who was ‘weak’ and ‘needy’ but instead you saw someone who was tired of fighting so hard.
Someone who just needed a safe place to land.
You gave me that.
From the very minute I stood in front of the office doors as a crying hot mess, until we had talked long enough for me to enter a sleep-like.
You threw me a lifeline.
You made me feel heard and understood, and there are not simply enough words in the English language to convey my complete gratitude towards you for that.
So from one panic attack sufferer to another…
In words I know you’ll understand best.
I’ll just say:
I’d lay down in the snow with you, until your panic attack passes. 😊
PS if anyone knows him or how to get in touch with him let me know